我的世界·我的心声
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
hahaha end of the month...think i will juz write a bit today...hmm last sat i bought games n vcds,not bad...bought 12 PS2 games and 5 Vcds...astonishing figures eh?dun be alarm if i tell u today i bought another 2 sets of Japanese serial show,and a Japanese movie Vcd...hahaha...im all into preparation for holiday le,since i not gg anywhere for holiday...oh by the way the games title i bought are as below:1) Shin Megami Tensei 3: Devil Summoner (oh great...one of my fave games!!!)2) Tales of The Abyss (I will start to complete this first..hehe~)3) Bully (oh yea...BULLY!!!)4) Winning Eleven 10 (I never miss any WE version...)5) Phantasy Star Universe (Too bad its in Jap...can only understand a bit...)6) Captain Tsubasa (My Fave manga character!!!)7) Final Fantasy XII (Waited so freaking long!!!)8) Super Robot Wars Alpha 3: 银河的尽头 (okay!!! its GUNDAMs n ROBOTS again~)9) Valkyrie Profile 2: Silmeria (fren said its good but i nvr play the 1st part b4...)10) World Super Police (wooo~~~super nice police car!!!)11) A.C.E. 2 (Another Century Episode 2...hope it will be nice as well...12) Eureka Seven Vol. 1 The New Wave (Bought to try try 1st...)there...12 games in all...hahaha...but dun think its enuf to satisfied my apetite for games...anway the Vcds i bought are:1) American Pie 5: The Young Group (heez...AP series are always funny~~)2) Akeelah and The Bee (Inspirational drama!!!)3) X-Men The Last Stand (I think i miss this show when its on cinema...)4) Everyone's Hero (Animation...talk abt dreams i think...)5) Open Water 2 (i also dunno why i buy this...maybe coz shark reminds me of someone...haha~)oh yeaz...these are the movies i bought on sat...today i bought:1) 下北 Sunday (By Ueto Aya...sweet gal and i enjoy watching her show...hahaha~)2) Food Detective 美食侦探王 (By Noriyuki Higashiyama...yeaz~ )3) Campus (生灵) Ghost Stories (Horror movie...i wun wan to miss this...)ok...guess all these can last me for quite a while...and dun worry...i didnt spent a lot on them...only peanuts...hahaha...anyway school is pretty relax for me these 2 days since its exam week,there isnt a lot for me to do...but tmr will start to mark papers le...so wish me luck n hope i wun fall asleep while marking...ok ok...dun wan to write too much...going to my bed n take my nap...buaiz~~~
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10/31/2006 03:36:00 pm
Saturday, October 28, 2006
Its 2am in the morning...im not awake coz im doing anytg...im simply awake coz i juz got home not long...got the ticket for YES 93.3 第6届全球华语歌曲排行榜 at nite,thanks to lynn!!!was deciding to give lihui a big surprise since she likes andy lau so much...after getting the tickets, hang ard in orchard for a while before my fren went off with her bf...den i take my time and slowly walk to dhoby ghaut to wait for lihui,since she doesnt finish work tat early as she had mentioned...yahz..initially was 9pm she told,then when i msg her at ard 10...she's still at WORK...oh gosh...so ke lianz...so i decided to wait for her...yahz i think i was in dhoby ghaut for a good 45mins before i see her...but im not blaming her lah...since she got work to do,and i didnt inform her much earlier that i got smtg to show her...anyway...quite disappointed after i show it to her...she said she has to attend a wedding dinner of her poly classmate, kelvin...i think she's quite disappointed as well (are u?),anyway its okie...i'll juz have to pass the tickets to someone else who are interested to go...but time is so tight...where to find pple?haiz....tmr morn i hv to go jb somemore,den left aftn to get somebody to go...if not i might juz have to drag myself to go alone...so sad!!!anyway...see how tmr den...okiez gotta go rest liao...its late le...nitez all~
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10/28/2006 02:00:00 am
Thursday, October 26, 2006
《夜狼舞》
冷冷的月亮,
陪伴着静静的夜,
轻柔的音律,
伴随着潇洒的舞步,
在这个夜里,
跳起了夜狼舞。
孤独,
是一个没有言语的世界,
空气,
没有窒息的感觉,
只有淡淡的稀薄感,
彩色,
在这个夜里变成无色,
世界,
变得好像一个小圈圈。
跳着夜狼舞,
感受一个人的快乐。
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10/26/2006 12:37:00 pm
It hasnt been really satistying the past few days...life is pretty boring and beside boring, i really cant think of any other term...finished playing X-men 2 which in the first place i didnt even wan to touch and now wats worse is there is ntg left to do anymore...haiz...i can juz hope this sat visit to JB with Edwin can have smtg to bring back or smtg to look forward to...well, of cse im not gg over to do anytg illegal, juz tat its always good to bring smtg home after a trip or wat, rite?anyway, life in school is pretty relax now since exams are approaching and beside rushing kids to finish their undone work, its juz revising and hope wat i gone thru will be beneficial to their exam...hmm...suddenly i feel im such a result oriented teacher which i think i shld hv detest in the very 1st place...however, 人在江湖...so wat can i say?hvnt made any plans for my holiday yet...guess it will still be rotting at home as usual...i guess my parents are getting frustrated with me staying home all the time...even during weekends, u can see me sit in front of the TV or PC and not moving at all...not tat i like TV or PC so much...its juz tat i cannot think of anytg else to do beside playing games or watching TV...haiz...really feel so meaningless being alive...well, its boring enuf for me to write a blog in school but really...i have NOTHING to do anymore...guess i will leave at 1pm later...dun care le...im really bored...haiz...dun feel like writing boring sentences to bored pple...ok...buaiz~
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10/26/2006 12:26:00 pm
Friday, October 20, 2006
望上去的天空是蓝色的;天空中的太阳是橙色的;在天边的云朵是白色的;白云下的枫叶时红色的;枫叶下的树干是棕色的;不远处的草地是绿色的;天上飞的黄莺是黄色的;它嘴边的虫子是黑色的;虫子住的土地是褐色的;土地上的胡姬是紫色的;这个世界是五颜六色的;但我的世界却是灰色的。Labels: 颜色
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10/20/2006 02:48:00 pm
朋友是身边重要的伙伴,
没有朋友的话,
你的生活会是怎样的?
是不是会停住脚步,
看着远方,
有一种希望不是一个人地活着?
又或许,
没有了朋友,
生命变得不完整,
缺了这个又缺了那个……
对我来说,
朋友之间的关系就像树干与树枝,
你本身就是树干,
朋友当然是树枝!
你会发现在自己的身边,
常常会出现不同的树枝,
在不同的季节,
也就是时候,
会有不一样的树枝陪着自己。
树枝会长,也会断,
就像友情会建立起来,
也会因为不同的因素而破灭,
能够存在的,
是粗框的树枝,
这些树枝强而有力,
为自己的树干增添了稳定的枝叶,
让人生变得更加绚丽,
不仅如此,
这样的树枝,
给了自己的人生一个平衡,
你不会因为这样而容易倒下……
相反的,
瘦小脆弱的树枝就像生命中的过客,
这些人短暂的逗留,
虽然也可以算是朋友,
但他们绝对不会是永久的,
他们容易断去,
更容易放弃自己,
长远的来说,
他们是微不足道的,
然而我们不可以忘记,
这些树枝也有变成粗框的一天……
我说了那么多,
其实还有想说的,
就是树枝没有永远的,
它们有可能离开自己,
尽管它有多粗框或多细小。
我相信没有永远的友情,
不要问我为什么,
可能是身边一直没有这样的朋友存在……
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10/20/2006 02:27:00 pm
Monday, October 09, 2006
我: 天国是怎么样的世界?aoi: 天国是一个没有眼泪的世界。我: 为什么这样呢?aoi: 一个没有感情的世界,又怎么会有悲伤呢?我: 没有悲伤,没有眼泪……
aoi: 你看看这个世界,眼泪到底为了什么而存在?
我: 为了伤感?aoi: 不完全正确,看过快乐的人哭吗?我: 指的是喜极而泣吗?aoi: 没错,但是那并不多。我: 那……天国也没有快乐吗?aoi: 在那里, 笑容根本不值一文……我: 为什么?aoi: 天国里的感情根本是奢侈的,多余的,没有人会奢望它……我: 我还是不明白为什么,难道天国真的不需要感情吗?aoi: 当然,只有人类才觉得感情是必然的。我: 那我们不是愚昧的一群生物了吗?aoi: 我问你,为什么爱?我: 因为爱让人成长,爱给人希望,爱带给人快乐……aoi: 如果你不想成长,你不需要希望,你根本不会快乐, 那你需要爱吗?我: 怎么可能?aoi: 怎么不可能? 天国人根本不懂这些……我: 那他们是白活的吗?aoi: 活着只有人类才懂,因为你们的生命是有期限的……我: 我明白了,天国是个永远的国度,天国人在漫长的岁月,根本不需要成长……aoi: 可以这么说,在长长的岁月当中,希望没有必要……我: 难怪他们不会快乐……aoi: 你也一样不快乐,你就好比活在天国一样……我: 我是选择放弃一切的,我不同!aoi: 你觉得活着真的一点意义也没有?我: 不是没有意义,只是找不到活着的理由……aoi: 难不成这个世界没有任何值得依恋的东西?我: 有吧……只是现在我想不出到底是什么……aoi: 骗人吧?我: 你又不是我,你不会知道……aoi: 我虽然不是你,但是我却是另一个你,那个活在黑暗的你……我: 那你说为什么我要活着?aoi: 活着根本没有任何理由,你活着就必须给它一个定义……我: 说什么都没用,反正我就是这样的活着。aoi: 你好消极哦~我: 哈哈……等我找到我要的定义再说吧……aoi: 给你一个忠告吧,努力活着吧!我: 试试看吧……Labels: 天国
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10/09/2006 07:32:00 pm
Sunday, October 08, 2006
《断线》我们的生命系着条条不同的线,颜色没有规定,红的,黄的,蓝的,绿的,只要你想得到的颜色都有,就算是要五彩缤纷也好。这些线象征了人与人之间不同的关系,亲情,友情,爱情,各种各样的关系,每一条线代表不同的关系,长的,短的,粗的,细的,有很多不同的,但是,关系终究是关系,不管长得怎么样,或是多牢固,也得看你怎么去维系,因为如果断了线,不是任何人的责任,是自己的过失,自己的过错,感情、关系要懂得如何去拿捏,才能把生命中最重要的“情”,紧紧地系好,就像回忆,可以好好的温暖你的心,把回忆留着,就能快乐地过日子,让生命不再沉默。
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10/08/2006 10:28:00 pm
Yesterday was a rather relax day...
met lihui in the evening for dinner and walk walk...
in the morning,
i woke up at 8+...
ntg to do so switch on the tv n search for programmes to watch,
however, only disappointment...
finally, i resigned to switching on my PS2 and start gaming again...
played X-Men Legend,
a rather old game le...
realise its not bad afterall,
how come i dun feel so when i bought it so long ago...
hahaha...maybe i was really bored...
lihui's sms came in at ard 1.45pm...
asked me whether wan to meet for dinner,
why wld i say no rite?
hahaha...
anyway,
tried to get her out on fri nite a couple of times,
but she's really busy with work,
and didnt reply to my yahoo msg as well as sms...
but nvm...
shall forgive her since she sms me yesterday...
hahaha...i think she will disagree if she sees this...
but nvm lah...
argument is something never lacking between us,
and i never win...haiz...
we fixed to meet at 6pm at admiralty mrt...
knowing she will be late as usual,
i did thought of going late,
but i think better dun lah,
in case she's early den start scolding me again...
anyway,
i sent her an sms juz before i got onto the mrt at 5.50pm...
she replied immediately she's stepping out SOON...
well, as expected, she's NOT early...
6.30pm its read on my handphone's time...
well, im not annoyed or angry at all,
im quite used to it anyway...
(hmm...lihui, thank u for being only 30mins late...im not being sarcastic oh~ hahaha...)
ok...lucky we dun have to wait long for the train to come,
soon we are on our way to Vivo City, the new shopping mall in Harbour Front...
its a smooth journey except we dun get to sit down,
and we miss the dhoby ghaut stop to transfer...
arghz...dunno whose fault lor...
anyway it was quite crowded in Vivo City,
but there isnt much things there...
its the usual shops u can find in other shopping mall,
and there are even shops which state opening in January...
we cant find any nice thing to eat there coz not much option at the moment...
decided to go to orchard instead...
but lihui changed her mind to chinatown when we got to the mrt station,
so there we go...
we went to yum cha for dinner...
yeaz...a very hungry girl n a not so hungry boy headed for the makan place...
we ordered 海鲜炒面线, 饮茶虾饺皇, 腊味萝卜糕, 芝麻香芒筒, 鲜虾腐皮卷 and 纸包鸡 (but no more le...so sad but lucky dun hv...)...
hmm...although we didnt order a lot,
i think i ate a lot lor...
all thanks to the very hungry girl...
she eats a bit only say full liao,
den let me help her finish the rest,
aiyoz...sure die one mah...
somemore use her favourite tone,
"你可以不要吃的,放住咯,不要吃咯……"
can i dun eat?
all she blames is the 7-up she drank...
yeaz, good excuse...
hahaha but nvm...
im used to this again anyway...
after tat,
talk a walk for a very short while but realise ntg much...
so we slowly stroll to tanjong pagar mrt,
den take the train back...
sent her home den head back home le...
hmm, forgot to msg her im back home,
but nvm lah...
think she wans to sleep early,
so better dun disturb her anymore...
overall,
i had a really happy day,
coz with the company of someone i feel comfortable with is really great...
thanks once again for being such a great companion,
though u always torture me, lihui~~
=)
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10/08/2006 12:59:00 am
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
Today is yet another short short day...and yeaz...got worse...i left at 2pm today...hehehe...but leaving at 2pm isnt really early for some teachers coz when i left thru staffroom one...80% of the morn teachers are gone...wth? its only 2pm leh...and so many disappear liao...i really wonder wat is their normal working hours...or is it some of us have been working too hard or too slow...anyway, p6 hving their PSLE starting today, so almost every lessons hv to be quietly conducted, especially my p3 class is strategically positioned beside 6care n 6 love...yeaz...made them do work until they hv no chance to make noise...whoever make noise can carry on to copy what i've prepared for them...hahaha...oh anyway, wish all the p6 students all the best in their PSLE, although its a bit late to improve tremendously, but still working harder now can help u gain a few more points...nothing much today anyway...went shopping after sch today as usual...finally decided to get 2 sets of Japanese Serial VCDs (Gal Circle and Want to see you now)...both are quite different kinda show, one is on humour, the other is more on the touching side...hahaha...and i suddenly realised i spent quite a bit lately...really hv to cut down liao...but dun worry frens...going out for good meal i can still afford...hehehe...went to change the games i bought yesterday but realise its still the same...maybe its time to send my PS2 for servicing...haiz...money again...after frustration of not able to play, i watched the vcd i bought...watched 3 discs of Gal Circle...hmm, not really tat fantastic but nevertheless, got a bit of silly humour with parts of touching scenes...well, japanese show, surely u can learn or take something away from it...i learnt quite a bit today...yes, from the discs, i learnt tat accepting one's weakness is actually a big step forward to acknowledging one's true ability...beside tat, i also understand tat lying, whether if its a big or small lie, it constitute mistrust to the pple u lied upon...so think twice u lie next time...even if its a white lie...well, tats wat i got from it so far...hmm japanese show always got a lot to learnt from and which is why i always prefer it to any other shows...hmm oh i bought 2 bottle of Meiji milk today, a chocolate n a strawberry one...told u i spent a lot lately, each costing $2.05...yeaz...but i juz hv the urge to buy leh...no choice...already bought but happily drank a bit juz now...so satisfying...hahaha...ok tmr will be a long day for me i suppose...since i hv basketball cca tmr...well...hope everytg goes well tmr as well...alrite shall end here today...ja ne~
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10/04/2006 10:26:00 pm
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
《白雪林》
白,
清纯而无染的色彩,
这里,
是洁白的丛林,
没有污秽。
世界就像一张白纸,
任你在上面,
写你要的字,
画你要的图。
辽阔,
即使看得远,
还是白茫茫一片,
远方没有尽头,
有的只是无际的空间,
世界任由你翱翔,
更加任由你去思想,
这里所有的一切,
任由你去想象,
只要想到什么,
它就是什么。
隔着白雪的边际,
是否定可能的枷锁,
自由被束缚了,
想象变得没有创意,
停顿,
时间变成空白的影子,
跟着你的无形的身影,
守候,
就算白雪里看不见自己,
但是空白在这一刻,
依旧是那么美,
依旧是那么柔和,
看见温和的白雪,
心情像软绵绵的棉花糖,
真的很舒服。
最后,
在白雪世界里,
没有童话般的结局,
只有空虚与无奈,
结局是凄惨的,
没有眼泪的伤心,
看不见,
听不见,
感觉不到,
但是,
深深烙印在心口上,
那磨灭不去的伤痛,
依旧存在,
就算天摇地动也好,
执著,
唯一的希望,
但是却没有保障,
抗拒,
否决心痛的感觉,
回到那份真,
周围依旧是白雪林,
这个纯真的的世界,
是我的网,
给我无限的生命。
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10/03/2006 09:04:00 pm
Hmm...
i have problem posting the youtube clip into my blog...
so too bad for u all lor...
hehehe...
anyway, if u all interested, can click onto the following URL:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-aiHJgvlTu4&search=hard%20gay%20english
hahaha...
today is a normal day...
a bit not on the ball...
coz after such a long rest over the weekend,
feel really lethargic to work...
although its a simple day,
its nevertheless a tiring one...
oh, i left school before 3pm,
but i didnt head for home straightaway...
i went to get comics in northpoint,
take a walk into the DVD/VCD shop,
but didnt take any fancy of the show,
so left the shop den head to cold storage...
went there to look at chocolates,
not for myself of cse,
but for a chocolateholic fren whose birthday is near,
if im not wrong is 6th Oct...
dun get to see her so only way is to mail her present to her...
had been this way all the while...
hahaha...
anyway i din manage to get any,
coz i cannot make my mind which to get for her...
last year i bought 3 packs of mini m&m for her,
but dun think i wan to do the same for this year...
i left northpoint n head back to the NTUC near my place...
but its worse...
no quality here lor...
so sadz...
in the end,
went to buy games from the store i usually go to,
but so suay...
all the 3 games i bought all cannot play...
think this time round the print is not good,
tats y all the games cnot play...
haiz...
so sianz...
ok lah...i think tats all for tonite...
dun feel like writing too much,
if not i think very tiring...
hahaha...
ja ne~
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10/03/2006 08:09:00 pm
Monday, October 02, 2006
Hmm...how's your weekend?
Mine's a rather boring one...
coz beside nuaing at home,
its still nuaing at home...
hahaha....
oh well, i did go out today...
but with someone i didnt really feel like going out with...
anyway i think the best part of the weekend is sat morning...
i spent the whole morning watching "Hard Gay"...
Foooo~~~~~
hey...he does look gay rite?
but he's a straight guy....
anyway...
i watch the whole series and is very impress...
and very amused by his every movements,
and every words....
HE IS SO COOLZ~~~~~~~~
that's y i said he is the only consolation to my pathetic long weekend...
alrite...
dunno wat to write...
shall attach a short clip of "Razor Ramon HG" for ur viewing...
happy watching~~~
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10/02/2006 10:12:00 pm